After one week's  real colloge life in sift, I think I've totally been adapted to this new place. Though it's different from the high school, more free time, more seduction, I was still busy all the time, with interview, with friends. I don't want to be unknown like before. What I can do is to show myself, to meet others, to make friends. I know that I'm not experienced, but I'm passionate and I really want to change, to be new.

  In fact, this week is not good. We have fought for many times. For what? I don't know. Just some little things, originally about my new life, my friends. Actually, we usually argued with each other on these things. He doesn't like my male friends,even female friends. If time can be divided, he must think that my full time belongs to him. But it's not ture to me. In my mind, friends are impotant, maybe more worthy to depend on. Was I tired of this relation? I 'm always trying my best to save it, though many feelings have gone. I am never a pessimistic person. When I wrote down my words on the future postcard, I was really sad to our relation. I just hope nobody will be hurt. Caus I really care your feelings.

  I've kown some guy this summer. I find that I prefer to tell someone I don't know my real feelings. I just want to find a listener. So who is the Mr Right is still unknown.

  Looking forward to 10.4 Avril Lavigne's concert. I'm coming...VIP~oh ye~