When I was just a kid, a frenchman, so-called romantic guy, was my prince in heart. I haven't change my mind until mom told me that some foreign handsome guys were carried with AIDS. In fact, she only wanted me to care about it. But I have given up this plan since then.

  Since I entered the middle school, I have made a lot of male friends(not boyfriend). All of them are nice guys; they are kind, smart, humorous and diligent. I was happy to own such friendship with them long before. But as I grew up, I began to notice some boys such as uncle119, momo... Whatever,they all my idols when I was young(although I'm not old now). I don't know whether it was a date as I went with one of them to the movie. I admitted that I thought I was the happist girl in the world at that moment, even though we didn't hold a hand with each other, no hug and  no kiss. I probably admired these guys, not loved them.

  Love is an important part of our youth. Everyone's first love was filled with sweety and sorrow, so do I. I don't want to recall that time because lots of things were complicated. But I should thank somebody who never left me alone and always push me to fight. Friends are more important for me.

  I seldom consider my personality. Some guys used sexy and spicy to describe me; I partly agreed it but not totally. Personally, I may be seemed shy but outgoing actually. I enjoy anything that is up to date but not avorice. Money is the root of all evil. I'm also sensitive since I usually cried for a sad movie or a novel on a love story. When he met me first time, he thought I was icy(not my name)and when we got along with each other, he has already known the real "me". Never quiet and always having a lot of words. But I didn't see that yet.

  The guy I loved isn't my male friend now.He has changed all his information and didin't want me to find him. Well, I'm not stubborn, so I will give up. He was just a passer in my life.The guy I'm loving gave me too much love that was beyong what I need. However, this is a good choice for me because the person loving you more is better than the one you love more. And the guy I will love must be ambious. I can hardly live an ordinary life. I prefer challenges and other new things.

  Love can buy happiness. I still hold on this view.