When I was just a kid, a frenchman, so-called romantic guy, was my prince in heart. I haven't change my mind until mom told me that some foreign handsome guys were carried with AIDS. In fact, she only wanted me to care about it. But I have given up this plan since then.

  Since I entered the middle school, I have made a lot of male friends(not boyfriend). All of them are nice guys; they are kind, smart, humorous and diligent. I was happy to own such friendship with them long before. But as I grew up, I began to notice some boys such as uncle119, momo... Whatever,they all my idols when I was young(although I'm not old now). I don't know whether it was a date as I went with one of them to the movie. I admitted that I thought I was the happist girl in the world at that moment, even though we didn't hold a hand with each other, no hug and  no kiss. I probably admired these guys, not loved them.

  Love is an important part of our youth. Everyone's first love was filled with sweety and sorrow, so do I. I don't want to recall that time because lots of things were complicated. But I should thank somebody who never left me alone and always push me to fight. Friends are more important for me.

  I seldom consider my personality. Some guys used sexy and spicy to describe me; I partly agreed it but not totally. Personally, I may be seemed shy but outgoing actually. I enjoy anything that is up to date but not avorice. Money is the root of all evil. I'm also sensitive since I usually cried for a sad movie or a novel on a love story. When he met me first time, he thought I was icy(not my name)and when we got along with each other, he has already known the real "me". Never quiet and always having a lot of words. But I didn't see that yet.

  The guy I loved isn't my male friend now.He has changed all his information and didin't want me to find him. Well, I'm not stubborn, so I will give up. He was just a passer in my life.The guy I'm loving gave me too much love that was beyong what I need. However, this is a good choice for me because the person loving you more is better than the one you love more. And the guy I will love must be ambious. I can hardly live an ordinary life. I prefer challenges and other new things.

  Love can buy happiness. I still hold on this view.

First day in KAIEN

  What will you define "future"? Maybe the university you want to go, your ideal job,your family plan or your personal dream like travelling around the world.

  Today I met a cute boy, Haword, just 12. He told me that he wants go to West Point , the United States Military Academy, an interesting answer, right? He also taught me a new word "dictator", someone like Hitler. I'm surprised that such a yong boy should be so ambious. Hawod is also a social person, better than me.

  All these things let me think about my future, the real future I want to have.

  I'm going to go to SIFT in September this year, majoring in finance. I gotta study by myself because education in university is relatively free, almost up to students. So I will probably work in a bank and get high salary. Hongkong and Shanghai Banking Corporation will be a good choice. My brother said he could already see me sitting behind the computer, wearing formal suit...Ha~actually a nice picture. But is this what I really want or I need? I don't konw. Everything in future can't be known now, so nothing is impossible. I planned to be a PR a few months ago. Unluckily, I was not accepted to Shisu, so I have to change my plan. Will I just be a housewife after I get married?? That's a interesting question. I used to think about finding a French husband and having a half-blood baby. But when I recall this dream, it's just funny and only for a kid. Last week, Mom told me that she planned to send me abroad after my graduation from SIFT, Australia or Britain. I haven't had a clear idea yet. Maybe it will be promising.

　　整理房间的时候发现了许多文件夹，里面收藏着许多明星彩页，而且还一一分了类，足足有七八本之多，回想起来貌似是初中的暑假里异常兴奋地将它们从杂志上剪下小心珍藏起来的。现在看看真是好笑，心想当年的自己怎么会这么幼稚。是啊，“当年”，似乎也不是那么久远的事情，只是高中生活真的太跌宕了，以至初中生活被划为了童年的记忆。这一次扔掉了许多书，许多资料，包括那些明星彩页。然而我也知道，有些事有些人是忘不掉，扔不掉的，偶而想起之时也只能是一句“好傻，好天真”。

　　高考之后留下了太多的遗憾，既然是遗憾就只能成为过去，至少高一时的憧憬没有被完全摧毁。高考之后剩下了很多时间，可以让我静下心来思考当下，思考未来。现在经常会想同学录上的那些问题，似乎自己都没有认真去回答，其实也不是不认真，而是根本不知道，对自己是什么样的人完全没有底。

　　我的专长：初中以前可以写芭蕾和电子琴。高中以前可以写朗诵。而到了高三却怎么也想不出自己到底擅长什么，结果玩笑地写了“发嗲”。

　　我的嗜好：小时候会说玩。初中的时候热衷于娱乐新闻和时尚资讯。而到了高中，发现自己曾经的喜好都好浅薄，忘记填了什么，肯定是很讽刺的答案。

　　喜爱的明星：唯一没有改变的内容，始终是JAY&Elva。若要定义这种“喜欢”，仔细想想其实是“习惯”。

　　喜欢的书刊：《少女》、《基督山伯爵》。好像就填过这两本。而对于一本书一个人的迷恋，我没有，因为我的无知，我的肤浅。

　　喜欢的运动：逛操场，如果这能算是运动的话。从小就是一个不喜欢运动的孩子，所以能够掌握的运动也不多。老爸说如果我再这样懒惰下去的话，迟早有一天会爆发，指得是肥肉爆发。

　　喜爱的电视：现在我可以说是《Gossip girl》，但并不能保证几年后还是如此，什么能堪称经典呢？我没遇见。

　　最大梦想：不像有些人，我没有一个明确的人生目标，没有一个能让自己为之全身心奋斗的梦想。一直思考中……

　　自己能做些什么呢？18岁的我在当下绝对不是一个合格的成年人，因为我的能力有限，我的心智不够成熟，我还有太多太多的不足。

　　未来四年的大学生活会成为人生中又一段无法磨灭的记忆，我希望自己能用这四年的时间填补以上的空白，填补内心的空虚，至少在刻画我这个人物的时候可以栩栩如生。Fighting~

　　

　　推荐一个我超级喜欢的组合——DA Mouth和最近非常欣赏的一位女歌手Janice卫兰

　　DA Mouth

　　一个四人全新流行嘻哈团体，爱唱歌、爱说话、爱音乐、四个人聚在一起总是叽哩呱啦又嘻嘻哈哈，于是他们给自己一个这样生动有趣的称号→大嘴巴 DA Mouth!!

　　由女主唱爱纱、男主唱怀秋、MC40、以及DJ宗华所组成的流行嘻哈四人团体，是一个华丽时尚感十足、又带有自我风格的全新组合，大嘴巴在音乐上没有刻意设定的主题、在风格走向上没有刻意设定的定位，趋向日式流行嘻哈风潮，音乐曲风新颖丰富，男女主唱结合了DJ 以及MC 绕舌，无论是词曲都带有着诙谐幽默的趣味性，而且充满年轻生命的活力，要在音乐坛中注入先进新潮的乐风，引领走向进入全新音乐纪元，而大嘴巴独具多元的音乐元素融合，企图在流行乐坛展现出冲击性的影响力，大嘴巴绝对2008年乐坛最不可忽视的新生代！

　　是在小猪的娱乐百分百中认识这支组合的，那个时候他们刚发行自己的第一张专辑，演唱了主打歌《大嘴巴》，一下就被他们新鲜的音乐风格所吸引。最喜欢的是MC40，他的饶舌简直是出神入化，让人佩服得五体投地；爱纱以前看过她的主持，很可爱，想不到唱起歌来也可以这么性感，perfect!DJ宗华是我认为这个团队中最强的人，因为我实在觉得做DJ好难啊！怀秋的单眼皮我很喜欢，有韩国帅哥的感觉恩，他唱抒情歌曲超有感觉。

　　推荐歌曲：《结果咧》、《大嘴巴》、《119》、《怀秋》

　　今年他们获得了金曲奖最佳组合，撒花！！

　　　　　 　　　

 

　　Janice卫兰　　

　　卫兰的入行经历非常特别，她之前曾为黎明做和声。一次偶然的机会，在与雷颂德合作音乐时被发掘，之后被引荐至唱片公司。雷颂德非常欣赏她的音乐才华，这很快触发了他的创作灵感，于是和黎明一起挑选了几首之前合作过的歌曲，配上全新的编曲及卫兰独特的嗓音，以完全不同以往的方式带来全新感觉。其实卫兰能够成为歌手是非常幸运的，只有在目前唱片公司能够接纳不同类型歌手的前提下，才能令她由和声晋升为正式的歌手。

　　是在老姐的推荐下听了她的歌，不是大众型的歌手，有自己独特的风格，粤语歌和英文歌特别好听。

　　推荐歌曲：《Choclate ice》、《离家出走》

　　　　　　

 　　　　　　　　　 　　　　　　

 

　　过几天去恐龙园玩，应该会很开心的。哈哈！！